Some of you may not know but I'm am enrolling into a new university a.k.a my life will change #nothing changes.
When your going into a new university you may thought your life will be totally different from your normal high school life. But when you experience just for one week of orientation. :(
IT'S JUST THE SAME
The only different thing of university is that your living your life of your own. No one cares on what you do. It's your decision.
But WAIT!!!
Don't ever think that you being free is like you are free from rules and some sort. That is why I say there is no difference. You just have more spare time in your hands and do whatever of some sort.
Wednesday 1 June 2016
Saturday 23 April 2016
Words Of Advice
No matter how hard you tried,
It will be possible for you to fall down again
Because lack of courage and hope.
We plan to help ourselves to do better,
But do we ever tried to understand ourselves,
To know our weaknesses.
Feeling painful inside seeing our hopes crush into oblivion,
Not because of someone but because of something,
SAD, PAIN, HURT and any possible thing that people could think of.
Am I Alone
Yes I Am
Am I Strong
No I Am Not
Am I Sad
Yes I Am
Am I Happy
No I Am Not
Am I Alone
Yes I Am
Am I Strong
No I Am Not
Am I Sad
Yes I Am
Am I Happy
No I Am Not
but in every thing you say your heart wants to say YES as its answer
YES for it is a fact
so say YES as it is one of a kind
to say YES to the one thing that your not.
BELIEVE IN YOURSELF
Friday 8 April 2016
Driving just drives me CRAZY
Today is my first time driving as far as I can drive. But the feeling was totally unexpected. For the first round, I rode with my brother and exceedingly drive thru the McDonalds' drive thru. It was fun and I totally enjoyed myself. But it was totally not the same with my mother. She somehow brings out the cautious and beware aura out of me. It was a drive through nightmares. Every single aspect I was scared and couldn't control myself. It was not me, but it was my mother. She believed me as my brother believed me, but she had more things in her mind. She thought on if I fell on an accident, I could be sued. If I did this or that , I could be mad at. Even though those were words to usually help me, it totally didn't. Deep in my heart, I know that she was thinking negatively about me. She thought that I would fail. I will never get it.
I really don't know what to do in my life. :( :( :(
I really don't know what to do in my life. :( :( :(
Monday 21 March 2016
Nothing is fine if your little
If you are fat there more bad then good.
If you are messy there more cons than pros.
But in my situation, I am short and literally look like a child.
I live my life as I am for too long. I was picked, I was laughed at and I was teased at. No matter how everyone looks at me, they will just see a little, harmless girl. They will never see the girl who I truly am.
No matter how I look, I will always see in their eyes. How they looked at me, How they talked to me. The truth is always out and I knew it by their stares. A child. Simply a little child.
If you are messy there more cons than pros.
But in my situation, I am short and literally look like a child.
I live my life as I am for too long. I was picked, I was laughed at and I was teased at. No matter how everyone looks at me, they will just see a little, harmless girl. They will never see the girl who I truly am.
No matter how I look, I will always see in their eyes. How they looked at me, How they talked to me. The truth is always out and I knew it by their stares. A child. Simply a little child.
Sunday 20 March 2016
Driving Test Fail... Heart Crush.
Today, my whole life was almost complete on the driving test. The last thing is needed is to just go around the streets, yet I lost it just by exiting the parking. No matter what happen, I still held my head up high.
As I was going back home, I thought about many things. I feel sad because of mu FAIL. I feel happy because at least this shows that I can. I feel determine for the next test. I feel doubtful on what is going to happen at home.
For your information, my life feels more positive around people except by my mother and brother. They somehow makes things in my life to get worst. I just don't know why?
My mother somehow tends to make matter worst by saying that thing is worse. Such as my driving test. While everyone I met said that it was just a little mistake and with just one more try you could do it. But somehow my mother made it sound worse, just by saying that it's worse.
My mother definitely said that it was a big mistake and tried to prove that it was a big mistake. How could that ever make me feel better.
For my brother, well... he has a smart mouth. But for that I'll tell you later.
WISH ME LUCK FOR MY NEXT DRIVING TEST. (3rd April 2016)
As I was going back home, I thought about many things. I feel sad because of mu FAIL. I feel happy because at least this shows that I can. I feel determine for the next test. I feel doubtful on what is going to happen at home.
For your information, my life feels more positive around people except by my mother and brother. They somehow makes things in my life to get worst. I just don't know why?
My mother somehow tends to make matter worst by saying that thing is worse. Such as my driving test. While everyone I met said that it was just a little mistake and with just one more try you could do it. But somehow my mother made it sound worse, just by saying that it's worse.
My mother definitely said that it was a big mistake and tried to prove that it was a big mistake. How could that ever make me feel better.
For my brother, well... he has a smart mouth. But for that I'll tell you later.
WISH ME LUCK FOR MY NEXT DRIVING TEST. (3rd April 2016)
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