Words Of Advice

No matter how hard you tried, 

It will be possible for you to fall down again

Because lack of courage and hope.

We plan to help ourselves to do better, 

But do we ever tried to understand ourselves, 

To know our weaknesses.

Feeling painful inside seeing our hopes crush into oblivion,

Not because of someone but because of something,

SAD, PAIN, HURT and any possible thing that people could think of.

Am I Alone
Yes I Am
Am I Strong
No I Am Not
Am I Sad
Yes I Am
Am I Happy
No I Am Not

but in every thing you say your heart wants to say YES as its answer

YES for it is a fact

so say YES as it is one of a kind

to say YES to the one thing that your not.

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF

Driving just drives me CRAZY

Today is my first time driving as far as I can drive. But the feeling was totally unexpected. For the first round, I rode with my brother and exceedingly drive thru the McDonalds' drive thru. It was fun and I totally enjoyed myself. But it was totally not the same with my mother. She somehow brings out the cautious and beware aura out of me. It was a drive through nightmares. Every single aspect I was scared and couldn't control myself. It was not me, but it was my mother. She believed me as my brother believed me, but she had more things in her mind. She thought on if I fell on an accident, I could be sued. If I did this or that , I could be mad at. Even though those were words to usually help me, it totally didn't. Deep in my heart, I know that she was thinking negatively about me. She thought that I would fail. I will never get it.

I really don't know what to do in my life. :( :( :(