Today is my first time driving as far as I can drive. But the feeling was totally unexpected. For the first round, I rode with my brother and exceedingly drive thru the McDonalds' drive thru. It was fun and I totally enjoyed myself. But it was totally not the same with my mother. She somehow brings out the cautious and beware aura out of me. It was a drive through nightmares. Every single aspect I was scared and couldn't control myself. It was not me, but it was my mother. She believed me as my brother believed me, but she had more things in her mind. She thought on if I fell on an accident, I could be sued. If I did this or that , I could be mad at. Even though those were words to usually help me, it totally didn't. Deep in my heart, I know that she was thinking negatively about me. She thought that I would fail. I will never get it.
I really don't know what to do in my life. :( :( :(
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