Tuesday, 2 January 2018

My Confession

I have something to confess to all of you. Besides eczema that it's getting better by the day (Thank goodness), I have a problem where I have the urge to pull my hair. A disorder is known as Trichotillomania.

Trichotillomania, also called hair-pulling disorder, is a mental disorder that involves recurrent, irresistible urges to pull out hair from your scalp, eyebrows or other areas of your body, despite trying to stop.

Hair pulling from the scalp often leaves patchy bald spots, which causes significant distress and can interfere with social or work functioning. People with trichotillomania may go to great lengths to disguise the loss of hair.

For some people, trichotillomania may be mild and generally manageable. For others, the compulsive urge to pull hair is overwhelming.

Such as for me, I find a sense of satisfaction by pulling a hair or even just seeing a successful pull with a full follicle.

To know more see the video below:


To some people, I may look like a nuisance especially because I'll be leaving hair all over my room and everywhere I go. But I tried my best to clean it all up. Fortunate for me for wearing a hijab so I can hide my disorder. But one day, I hope I can stop this disorder occurring so it doesn't affect my social life.

Monday, 1 January 2018

Adikarma Expressionism 2.0

To tell you the truth, I wanted to post this earlier as it was on 15th December 2017. Sorry for the late posting. I hope you can find which one is me...




















A New Day A New Year

My new year resolution is to write often on my blog. So I can tell about my life. The troubles so you can avoid them and the happiness so you can experience them.

First thing first...


Welcome to a new year, a new day and a new start. Let 2017 be in the past and look upon the next 365 days that are coming. Stay tight cause there might be some big turns, but if you hold on tight you might end safely and alive. Just be yourself and become a better you.

Monday, 25 December 2017

The Stars of Unexpected Heroes.





Unexpected Heroes (Korean Web-drama)


“Unexpected Heroes” is a fantasy web drama that tells the story of three high school students who receive superpowers after their respective organ transplants and then use their powers to solve suspicious cases. It is being supported by the Center for Disease Control Organ Transplant Management Center to raise awareness for organ and human tissue donations.


Monday, 6 November 2017

Things I want to do before I die.

Life will one day end with death either from old age or even a car crash. But humanity will end with death. So today I want to list out some of the things I want to do before I rest in a lifetime sleep.


  1. Learn to use a gun
  2. Ride a horse
  3. Learn to use a sword
  4. Go to Japan.
  5. Go to Paris
  6. Look at Cherry Blossoms (real ones)
  7. Wear cosplay
  8. Find true love
  9. Have a flower garden
  10. Create a novel
There are still more but these are the ones that I could think right on top of my head.

Tuesday, 29 August 2017

My Favorite Animes in My Lifetime


A

  • Ansatsu Kyoushitsu
  • Angel Beats!
  • Akatsuki no Yona
  • Akagami no Shirayuki-hime
  • Another
  • Akame ga Kill
  • Amnesia
  • Absolute Duo

B

  • Bokura wa Minna Kawaisou
  • Baka to Test to Shoukanjuu
  • Blood Lad

C

  • Chihayafuru
  • Chuunibyou demo Koi ga Shitai!
  • Charlotte
  • Cheating Craft

D

  • Death Parade
  • Durarara!!
  • Death Note
  • Diabolik Lovers

F

  • Fairy Tail
  • Free!

G

  • Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun
  • Guilty Crown

H

  • Hamatora
  • Hyouka
  • Hataraku Maou-sama!
  • Highschool DxD

I

  • Inu x Boku SS

K

  • Kimi no Na wa
  • Kamisama Hajimemashita
  • Kuroshitsuji
  • Kyoukai no Kanata
  • Kaichou wa Maid-sama!
  • Kobayashi-san Chi no Maid Dragon
  • Kill la Kill
  • Kokoro Connect
  • Katoura-san
  • Kamigami No Asobi

L

  • Love Live! School Idol Project
  • Lucky☆Star

M

  • Magic Kaito
  • Mirai Nikki
  • Mahouka Koukou no Rettousei
  • N
  • No Game No Life
  • Noragami 
  • Naruto
  • Nisekoi
  • Nanatsu no Taizai

O

  • One Piece
  • Ouran Koukou Host Club
  • Omoide no Marnie
  • Oushitsu Kyoushi Heine

P

  • Pandora Hearts

R

  • ReLIFE
  • Rolling Girl

S

  • Skip Beat!
  • Sword Art Online
  • Sen to Chihiro no Kamikakushi
  • Shokugeki no Souma
  • Shingeki no Kyojin
  • Sakurasou no Pet na Kanojo
  • SKET Dance
  • Suzumiya Haruhi no Yuuutsu
  • Soredemo Sekai wa Utsukushii
  • Shakugan no Shana
  • Sakamoto desu ga?
  • Special A
  • Shugo Chara!

T

  • Tonari no Totoro
  • Toradora!
  • Tokyo Ghoul
  • Tokyo Ravens

W

  • Working!!!

Y

  • Yume-iro Pâtissière
  • Yamada-kun to 7-nin no Majo

Z

  • Zero no Tsukaima


















Sunday, 6 August 2017

Good Luck!

I drew this for everyone everywhere.


My Luck is so Unlucky

Every time, I wake each morning. I will ask myself if today will start good or bad. Usually, if my day has a good start then it will end badly. If it has a bad start then my day will end up good. But if those situations collided with each other, that means it is my normal wake up and sleep moments.

After the days goes on, I will always know that there will never have a good day in my life. The moment that I smile on that day, I will immediately think about what is the bad thing that will happen to me after this.

Saturday, 1 July 2017

My Own Sakura Tree

Hey guys!
I bought a cherry blossom tree a few months ago and it grew so beautifully.

Here's a pic.
My own cherry blossom tree. JK... it's a fake one.
But it really does look like a sakura tree.
It took a few days, but it becomes so pink and pretty.

The final result was shown...

I don't know how the background become pink all of a sudden. #nofilters
But it becomes so puffy and majestic.
But sadly the puffiness died and the tree becomes bare.
I didn't have the courage to take a picture of it. ;(
I miss it so much.

One day, I will surely see a live cherry blossom tree right in front of my very own eyes.
#Japan #Spring #Sakura.

Time to sign out,
ByE