Good Luck!

I drew this for everyone everywhere.

My Luck is so Unlucky

Every time, I wake each morning. I will ask myself if today will start good or bad. Usually, if my day has a good start then it will end badly. If it has a bad start then my day will end up good. But if those situations collided with each other, that means it is my normal wake up and sleep moments.

After the days goes on, I will always know that there will never have a good day in my life. The moment that I smile on that day, I will immediately think about what is the bad thing that will happen to me after this.

My Own Sakura Tree

Hey guys!
I bought a cherry blossom tree a few months ago and it grew so beautifully.

Here's a pic.

My own cherry blossom tree. JK... it's a fake one.
But it really does look like a sakura tree.
It took a few days, but it becomes so pink and pretty.

The final result was shown...

I don't know how the background become pink all of a sudden. #nofilters
But it becomes so puffy and majestic.
But sadly the puffiness died and the tree becomes bare.
I didn't have the courage to take a picture of it. ;(
I miss it so much.

One day, I will surely see a live cherry blossom tree right in front of my very own eyes.
#Japan #Spring #Sakura.

Time to sign out,
ByE

Interview USM (AUDIOLOGY)

As some of you may know, I have gotten a chance to be interviewed at USM for a course in audiology. So I want to tell you guys my experience with the interview before all of this information devours into a black hole.

Firstly, I would like to talk about my journey to USM, Kubang Kerian. I live in Johor and I decided to ride a train to Kelantan with my family as it was the school holiday. So it took an average 17 to 18 hours so. But its an adventure worth taking.

I arrived at Kelantan a day early. My family and I planned to stay at Holiday Villa at Wakaf Che Yeh for easy access to food for breaking fast. It was nice and close by to many shops. It's well preferred.

On the day of the interview, my mother and I carpool a relative who lives near Tumpat which was close. It took some time to find the place to be interviewed, so you should ask one of the guards there. Or.. you will end up just like me, accidentally parked at the hospital.

At first, I of course registered myself to be interviewed. and they checked our eye sight if we are possibly colour blindness. They also checked the required paperwork and that's all. After that, they took us in a room and took us out 4 by 4. The audiology course interview was also situated with the speech pathology course (knowing they are almost similar). So they took out 2, who got the audiology interview and 2 from speech pathology.

It took almost forever until I finally got in. There were two lecturers from the audiology course and three lecturers from the speech pathology course. Here are the questions they asked us:

1. Introduce yourself. (The basics.)
2. Characteristic of being an audiologist or even speech pathologist.
3.Because there are limited seating, how would you as the interviewee convinced the interviewer to choose you?
4. A critical-thinking situation. (This question has to be answered in Malay.)

After having the interview, I was required to take a speech screening and sound screening. (This is really nothing much.) and that is probably it.
I went later that evening taking the train again and arrived home safely.

The interview was kind of rough but I did my best so let just make fate be my best.
I hope my experience can help anyone out there who is going to face an interview especially taking an audiology course interview at USM.
*Just remember that you are already lucky to be even chosen to be interviewed,

Luck was trying to be on my side. (kind of)

I checked on the USM website, crossing my fingers hoping for the best and 

STOP!

As I wrote before, I went to Kolej Mara Kulim under a programme for Pra-USM. I changed to Kolej Mara Kulim because I was given a scholarship under MARA. Under that scholarship, I was suppose to take a medical degree with a few requirements needed.

Sadly, luck was not in my side and I didn't fulfill my requirements for USM Medicine Degree.. so I did not get what I suppose to get but Alhamdulillah, I got the chance to take on a course at USM which was audiology. Maybe it was my downfall, but audiology is interesting too. 

I am totally ready to face the challenges... but I can't really say it for the interview though. I did some research and most of them was about dentistry, medical and some are for mass communication. So I am going to enter this interview with a fresh empty mind without knowing any format.

These days, interview format changes especially for medical degree, i've heard. For medical degree at USM, maybe they will go through an interview based on MMI which is a 'Multiple Mini Interview'. Which there are different stations that the interviewee has to face. Just additional information.

I hope my USM interview this 8th June goes well. I don't want this chance to run away like my other chances. Anyways, pray for my victory.

All about my college

Today, I think I want to tell you about my beloved college that i really love (sort of) because it is already my 2nd semester here.

KOLEJ MARA KULIM

As some of you may know, I am spending a year aka 2 semester at Kolej Mara Kulim which is located at Kedah, Malaysia. I am taking my foundation studies here in Science under the programme of Pra-USM,

At Kolej Mara Kulim, there are our four programmes which is Matriculation, Pra-U USM, PKS UMK and also Programme FIST UniKL. In KMK is under MARA which you can read by its name.

I had heard that Pra-U USM, will be the last batch at Kolej Mara Kulim. They will maybe continue the programme some where else, but I do not know where.

Eventhough this place is great and all, but in my personal opinion it is like I am back in my old secondary school... which was a hostel. So there is no difference between the two really.

Long Time No See

Sorry for not posting for a long time, it is just I am spending stressful time at my college. I really like to write so I have many sources of my writing. One of them is of course is my blog. Secondly is my diary. No matter how strong I want to be a diary is needed to do my favorite interest which is writing. I also sometimes just spend my time writing in my stories. Well, I finally posted. 😀

New University. New Life #Twist

Some of you may not know but I'm am enrolling into a new university a.k.a my life will change #nothing changes.

When your going into a new university you may thought your life will be totally different from your normal high school life. But when you experience just for one week of orientation. :(

IT'S JUST THE SAME

The only different thing of university is that your living your life of your own. No one cares on what you do. It's your decision.

But WAIT!!!

Don't ever think that you being free is like you are free from rules and some sort. That is why I say there is no difference. You just have more spare time in your hands and do whatever of some sort.

Words Of Advice

No matter how hard you tried, 

It will be possible for you to fall down again

Because lack of courage and hope.

We plan to help ourselves to do better, 

But do we ever tried to understand ourselves, 

To know our weaknesses.

Feeling painful inside seeing our hopes crush into oblivion,

Not because of someone but because of something,

SAD, PAIN, HURT and any possible thing that people could think of.

Am I Alone
Yes I Am
Am I Strong
No I Am Not
Am I Sad
Yes I Am
Am I Happy
No I Am Not

but in every thing you say your heart wants to say YES as its answer

YES for it is a fact

so say YES as it is one of a kind

to say YES to the one thing that your not.

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF

Driving just drives me CRAZY

Today is my first time driving as far as I can drive. But the feeling was totally unexpected. For the first round, I rode with my brother and exceedingly drive thru the McDonalds' drive thru. It was fun and I totally enjoyed myself. But it was totally not the same with my mother. She somehow brings out the cautious and beware aura out of me. It was a drive through nightmares. Every single aspect I was scared and couldn't control myself. It was not me, but it was my mother. She believed me as my brother believed me, but she had more things in her mind. She thought on if I fell on an accident, I could be sued. If I did this or that , I could be mad at. Even though those were words to usually help me, it totally didn't. Deep in my heart, I know that she was thinking negatively about me. She thought that I would fail. I will never get it.

I really don't know what to do in my life. :( :( :(